Sept. 03, 2005 Fresh starts ok now to the long and short of it. Since certain life changing events that occured in April i have been in a weird space. i've neglected my friends both online and off. and i've been alienating myself from the ones i love, even myself. As of the 17th of september i will be at Kent university studing Comparative literature and Film studies. away from home, away from my freinds and i hate to say it away from most of my problems. I've been a complete bitch recently and i feel a bit of space between me and the victims of my bitchiness will do all those involved some good. i'm spoilt, i'm a bitch, and i'm ungrateful creating misery without even realising it. University will be a new start for me, a clean slate. I hope that a better me will emerge. Ivy and all my other sisters, if y'all still wanna be in contact with me. just let me know. i would love to rebuild the bonds that i have let become broken, even before April. |